This time more than the last…

Today I finally get to eat solid foods! Yea! I just completed 3 days of the Blueprint Level 1 Renovation Cleanse for beginners.  As they say on their website, this Level 1 cleanse is for the following types of people:

“I know what whole foods are, and I’ve seen people buying them. I would too, but I’m too busy to be choosy – my vegetable intake comes in the form of: Ketchup – “tomatoes” and French Fries – “potatoes.” Salad is found in EVERY cheeseburger I eat: it’s that green-ish color in the middle of the burger. Fruit? Easy, it’s the garnish on my cocktail!”

I can’t say that I’m much of a drinker, but my intake of fruits and vegetables is pathetic and due to laziness and sheer convenience, I’d say that Adam and I have taken to eating McDonalds once a week. I always get my Fish Fillet Combo and call it a day. For fries to become part of my staple diet is saying something though – that used to be a once a month treat – urgh!

But I really didn’t feel any effects for a long time – no weight gain (thank God), no zits (never really had those), nada. Little by little though, I just felt a huge lack of energy. I am always so tired when I come home that all I do is lay on the couch and watch T.V.. I felt bloated and even walking up my stairs was, well…draining. Then in November I started getting these red spots on my cheeks and underneath my eyebrow – wtf? All of a sudden I had to put on concealer everyday. It wasn’t acne and I was just hoping it would go away. Well, it took me three months to go to the doctor and he diagnosed me with Rosacea! NOOO!!! His advice wasn’t exactly helpful – cut back on spicy foods and put this gel on my face. Uhhh…I wanted to talk to him about toxins, about my food intake, about what I could do to reverse the damage I felt I had done by eating so poorly. Not so much.

So I decided it was time to cleanse. I had heard of the Blueprint Cleanse and the only reason I hadn’t done it was because it was pricey, but I decided to take the plunge and just do it – and I can’t tell you how happy I am that I did.

So you don’t just start drinking 6 juices a day without prepping. You MUST cut out the meat, dairy, sugar, caffeine and increase veggies and fruits before you start. I increased the veggies & fruits a week before and did all the tougher stuff 3 days before (coffee, sugar, meat). Shockingly not that hard if you do it in stages.

Day 1:Was not as hard as I thought to get used to the Green Juice that everyone had talked about. The green juice has Romaine, Kale, Cucumber, Parsley, Lemon, Green Apple & Celery. I was never hungry throughout the day, but I had the WORST headache! Good lord…but I just kept telling myself that all my toxins were coming out and to press on. By the evening I was kinda dizzy, but the Cashew Milk at the end of the day that tastes like the best Horchata you’ve ever tasted, made it kinda worth it! I passed out really early, totally exhausted.

Day 2: Are you kidding me? Still the headache? FML. But strangely enough, halfway through Juice 1 the headache was magically gone and I felt fantastic!! Full of energy, happy, again not hungry and really looking forward to Juice 2 which is PAM – Pineapple, Green Apple and Mint. Juice 3 is a repeat of Juice 1, Juice 4 is a Spicy Lemonade (think Master Cleanse), and Juice 5 is a Beet Juice, which honestly for me was a little too sweet.

Day 3: Still good. Adam makes a comment that he loves how happy I am in the mornings now as opposed to my old grumpy till caffeine self (sorry boo!). It’s true though, I wake up with energy, happy, kind of a feeling that I can’t explain. I am a bit concerned about my lack of…um…”passing,” if you know what I mean. Blueprint has warned me that due to lack of fiber I should drink Yogi tea, get a massage, exfoliate or get a colonic, and the tea and exfoliating is just not cutting it so I take the plunge and schedule an appointment at Holistic Life for a gravitation colon hydrotherapy. I am worried that if I release all these toxins while juicing and don’t get them “out,” I will have juiced for nothing! Best move I could have ever made – Fatima at Holistic Lifein Hollywood is amazing. She makes a potentially uncomfortable situation very soothing and also counseled me on healthy food combining, better eating, and good probiotics & enzymes I could look into.

Moral of the Story:I did not do this for weight-loss and you shouldn’t either. This is a cleanse for people who are looking to press the “reset” button and/or start eating differently. Once you’ve worked so hard (and paid so much $$) to do this cleanse, you don’t exactly want to go get a Big Mac (plus you can’t or you will regret it! I will be eating vegetable broth, cucumbers, avocados and fruit for a couple of days to get back in the swing of things anyway!). I am happy I fought through the uncomfortable feelings I had on Day 1 to stick through this. It was SO worth it. I hope this will be a permanent change in my life, but I am realistic – I will still enjoy my arroz y frijoles, but not on the daily.  I also think we all need to think about our colonic health as well. Did you know Elvis Presley died with 25 pounds of fecal matter inside of him? And John Wayne had 65 pounds! Don’t let the subject matter gross you out to the point where you don’t address it – because it’s vital for cleansing toxins or else we are stuck with them! And I know I could do without that!

xx

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Something I found very calming and excellent to keep in mind throughout this crazy process.

From “monicaawesome” on www.offbeatbride.com

  • This is not the most important day of my life. The day Nick and I realized we wanted to spend out lives together was much more significant than the day we will make it legal. I have had more important days than this, and I will continue to have more important days.
  • I refuse to pretend to be someone I’m not in order to please other people. I will not fool myself into thinking my family and friends have to drop their lives to help me with my wedding.
  • I will not put on airs. I will not kid myself or pretend to be something, or someone, that I am not. I am not wealthy, I am not a princess, I am not super-formal or cookie-cutter. I do not fit in with the crowd. I am a beautiful, elegant, unique person, and I will let my real self shine on this day.
  • I will let my worries about what other people think GO, and not be swayed so easily by what other people think (but isn’t neccessarily right or the best thing). I MUST remember this, no matter how much I love them.
  • I will try to not be stressed. I will try to not be too sensitive, as I usually am.
  • I will not lose it if the flowers aren’t everything I hoped for or the cake isn’t the color I wanted.
  • I will not care if I cry too much and the pictures show it.
  • I will be flexible. I will not cry if the song order is wrong, or I trip on my way out of the carriage.
  • I will relax. I will take time to just enjoy all our favorite people.
  • I will take in all the love instead of worrying about when to cut the cake.
  • I will kiss my groom whenever possible.
  • I will kiss my mother whenever possible.
  • I will think about the words during the ceremony, and feel them, and squeeze my husband’s hand.
  • I will LAUGH, and HUG EVERYONE, and DANCE!

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…no more single ladies dance for me. What can I say, I’m a taken woman!

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“I don’t want to get over you. I guess I could take
a sleeping pill and sleep at will and not have to
go through what I go through. I guess I should take
Prozac, right, and just smile all night at somebody new,
Somebody not too bright but sweet and kind who would
try to get you off my mind. I could leave this agony behind
which is just what I’d do if I wanted to, but I don’t
want to get over you cause I don’t want to get over love.
I could listen to my therapist, pretend you don’t exist
and not have to dream of what I dream of; I could listen
to all my friends and go out again and pretend it’s enough,
or I could make a career of being blue–I could dress
in black and read Camus, smoke clove cigarettes and drink
vermouth like I was 17 that would be a scream but I
don’t want to get over you.”

-Magnetic Fields

julian and sean.

When i was little i would listen to julian lennon’s album and cry and wonder how a man as wonderful as john lennon could have abandoned his son with another woman and started a new family with yoko and then paid so much attention to sean. Yes, these were the things i thought about when i was 7-ish. Sigh.

The point is that seeing this picture today made me so unbelievably happy – I always wondered what kind of relationship that had today. I would like to think they are very close half brothers.

The End.

There has been a facebook “make your own” quiz going around where you compose your own questions and ask your friends to answer questions to see how well they “know” you. It’s pretty silly because all my friends and family know me in different capacities, so everyone has done pretty poorly and I’ve been giving everyone a hard time as a result. I was really touched today because my baby cousin Robin wrote something in her defense that brought this strange water-like substance to my eyes. I think you people call them “tears?” I should note that for those of you that aren’t aware I have the memory of someone in early stages of alzhiemers, so when people recant stories they usually get super irritated because I have no recollection what so ever. Most people are getting used to this. Anyways, here was Robin’s response to her low score.

“emily don’t hate me! my score of 28% on that silly test does not reflect anything about my knowledge of you!!!!! i watched you pr at track meets (even though you don’t remember me being there), i know that in high school you were still part of the hello kitty birthday club (with the monthly calendars of double stamp days on your fridge), i know that you got a goldfish at the st. lukes carnival and proceeded to change it’s name weekly in accordance to your new crushes, i know that you used to try to be a mermaid in the pool and one time scrapped the shit out of your nose, i know that when you were upset you’d give the meanest silent treatment, i knew every song and dance to your silly musical because i went to EVERY show of it, i know that when you first got dial-up internet you looked up and printed out 100s of pics of leo dicapprio. you taught me pager spelling, how to drive from the passenger seat, how to play the flute and how to make friendship bracelets. i despise this test!”

little-robin-with-cat1

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dedicated guy.

Jesus Castillo was a day laborer who was killed by a drunk driver on April 19, 2009 in Echo Park on Glendale Blvd. I fucking hate drunk drivers.

http://www.citywatchla.com/content/view/2214/75/ghost bike

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Dear Myspace “People You Might Know” Function,
I appreciate what you are trying to do. I see that you are trying to help me network or something, but if I wanted to me friends with these assholes I would be already. All you’ve done is stolen a Facebook feature and put it on Myspace after I’ve been on it for like 6 years or something humiliating. I’ve clearly already carefully weeded through people so that I’m not in ANY WAY connected with them. Or I’ve done my monthly cleanse, which is going through and deleting people I no longer want anything to do with.
Oh, and I would especially appreciate it if you would stop suggesting that I “might know,” my ex. CLEARLY I deleted this person for a reason and I would like to log in without seeing their face on my “people you might know” application. I feel like I need to get a restraining order against this application or something…fuck.
adale pues.
xx.

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